Monday, October 27, 2008 | By: Jenna

A Little Bit of Everything


I'm a little hyper. And a little tired...
I'm a little stressed out. And a little bit relaxed...
I'm a little sad. And a little happy...

I'm a little bit confused. But also pretty certain of the things that matter most...
...like love, and peace, and God's faithfulness.

He has never left me--though I have been devastated by the thought many times. Jesus is still alive--though I was not there to see Him in the flesh so long ago. "Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed" (John 20:29) (Oh, but I would have been the Doubting Thomas in that story).

And then there's Peter, who encourages us in such crazy times...
"These have come so that your faith—of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire—may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed. Though you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy" (1 Peter 1:7-8).

When I have a little bit of everything going on in this racing mind of mine, it's nice to remember that I love Jesus--that I believe in Him--that my faith results in praise, and that I am filled with (a whole lot more than a little bit of) inexpressible and glorious joy.

Yeah. I'm a little bit confused...

But I'm also very grateful.

4 comments:

hannahrae said...

so encouraging. seriously jenna, I LOVE YOU!

Sarah said...

hmm yes...He is alive Jenna, and He's very much alive in you. I'm glad you wrote this out..warms my heart..He won't leave you Jenna..ever! because he is alive and real in this world and in your life! but you know this.....;)
He IS faithful...we can always trust him to be:)
ps. I love you!

Shelby said...

I think you are a little bit lovely.

Strike that...a lot of a bit lovely.

JUAN said...

I feel ya on this one.. :)

oh... there's an "S" at the end of my last name.