There are some things in life I really enjoy: T-shirt sheets, good froth, movies that make you think... the sound of rain when you wake up in the morning. This morning, the sound of rain was there when I woke up. Something about the rain reminds me of childhood. At the same time, something about it reminds me of growing up and breaks from college and starting to like coffee. I'm listening to it fall from the living room right now, and I want to be back home in Oakhurst with my sisters and a fire going in the fireplace... and, since it's Saturday, I want them to stay home from work and we stay in our pajamas all day playing sing-song monopoly (self-explanatory) and then we finally get dressed to go to dinner because, suddenly, it's 4pm and we're supposed to catch a movie with Tiber at 6:20.
I also want to be hiking. I know that sounds weird, but some of my best memories of hiking are with my cousin Richard in less-than-perfect conditions for it. To me, they turned out perfect, though... because it seemed like a better adventure in the rain.
(I'm so daring.)
So I sit here and want all these things, but then God reminds me that I'm losing the moment. "What about the prayer room to your left?" He asks, "How about you make some new moments to remember enjoying... with me... in the prayer room, with it's less-than-sound-proofed walls, which, will turn out perfect to you because then you can hear the rain better..."
Yeah... That sounds nice.
Because there's nothing wrong with reminiscing. (Memories make great stories.) But something else about the rain - it signifies a refreshing... and an opportunity for new things. And God's doing some great new things.
2 comments:
oh my goodness. that was awesome. i'm glad to say i'm in a band, but proud to say i'm in your band. Jenna, you're amazing. thanks for listening to God. he seems to tell you really cool stuff. thanks for telling it to the rest of us.
corralary: not that God does not show me cool stuff, but i like what he tells me plus what he tells cool people like you better than i like just what he tells me. you know?
I had a wave of nostalgia take over me, even if the memories aren't really mine.
Don't get too caught in it, although, we should treasure the ones and seek the new.
Simply loved it!
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